LATELY, I’VE BEEN STRUGGLING TO BE IN FANGIRL MODE….I’M SO DISAPPOINTED BY THE WORLD AND MANY PEOPLE IN IT……I STILL LOVE SHIKKIE BUT I’M HAVING A HARD TIME FOCUSING BECAUSE THE WORLD IS CHANGING IN SUCH DRASTIC MEASURES….I WANT TO IGNORE EVERYTHING AND JUST FANGIRL BUT I’M HAVING DIFFICULTY DOING THAT…..