It’s been close to six months since I became a Park Hyungsik fangirl. This guy is no joke because my feelings for him and my love for him for is not cooling down at all. In fact, it keeps on getting stronger day by day. I started out kinda lighthearted at first. I thought it was just gonna be watching his dramas and just liking him lightheartedly. But with Hyungsik there’s seems to be no middle ground for some reason. It seems like all or nothing and that’s how I feel about him. My world kinda feels weird when I start my day without him. His shows, his music, his photos, writing fanfictions about him, just daydreaming about him and even fangirling with fellow Shikkie lovers have been a part of my life for darn near six months now. I celebrated my five month anniversary last month and in less than a week from now I might have to do something for my six month anniversary.

I must say the big one would be my one year anniversary as a Park Hyungsik fangirl and I am quite sure it will go that long, perhaps even longer. I do want to say that I haven’t liked a celebrity like this before. I mean, I fangirled over different Korean male celebrities but then I think Shikkie is the ultimate. I have a feeling that this guy might be my last, I don’t know if I would be able to like a celebrity like this ever again.

Park Hyungsik is quite the charmer though because by now my feelings for him would’ve cooled down. In the past with my other celebrity crushes, by the four or five month mark, I would start wandering around then end up being interested in someone else. However, things are not dying down or cooling off with Park Hyungsik. I think part of it is because there is a special energy about him. His aura, his energy, and I feel some kinda of weird spiritual connection with him, even though we don’t know each other in real life. He is talented and versatile, good looking, nice body, great personality, and displays good spiritual energy as well. He has so many good qualities in a person that it’s so difficult for things to cool down with him. I forgot to mention his plutonian energy could also be part of his charm and irresistability. He is a Scorpio and Scorpio is influenced by Pluto.

With this guy, instead of things cooling down, it is seemingly getting more intense…day by day……I feel like my days feel empty when I don’t start my day without him. I have to do something that is Shikkie or Park Hyungsik related to feel like I’m gonna have a good day. Call it obsession or whatever but I am really enjoying being a part of this great world/universe of Shikkiness.

My blog was certainly a Kdrama blog, it was like that in a general sense where I would review dramas and talk about who Im stanning, my current favorites, and Top tens and such. However, it was so general that I talked about different dramas and actors/actoresses involving the Kdrama world….But now……ever since I’ve been a Shikkoholic…it’s been nothing but Park Hyungsik related things….so now….it feels more like a blog dedicated to him more than anything. I really don’t care at this point because I can’t seem to think about anything else except for this dude so it only makes sense that I post things that are only related to our dear Shikkie!

I never felt this way before, He flipped my world upside down. I have liked a lot of different kinds of celebrities in the past but I don’t think I could compare them to Park Hyungsik. This man is one of a kind. The way he rocks your world, I doubt that that there would be anybody that would be able to top this guy. The way he stirs you up is so special that nobody would be able to replicate it. It is hard to elborate this feeling in human words without sounding crazy so maybe it would be good for me to stop right here….