I decided to write this quick post because I have been a fangirl of Park Hyungsik for like a little over five months now…that’s almost a half a year……This is strange because around 4 or 5 month mark the heat dies down and eventually everything just fizzles out as if it never happened….This is what happened to my previous celeb crushes before Park Hyungsik came into my life…..However, with Shikkie……it’s getting more intense than dying down or rather cooling down. So I decided to do a post on realizing that I had a thing for Park Hyungsik that made me dump Kim Bum all together.
STEP 1: YOU GET BAITED
STEP 2:CURIOSITY GETS THE BETTER OF YOU
STEP 3: THINKING THAT YOU’RE GONNA GO BACK TO YOUR OLD CRUSH
STEP 4:YOU ARE IN DENIAL
STEP: 5 YOU TRY TO HOLD ONTO YOUR OLD CRUSH WITH YOUR DEAR LIFE
STEP 6:YOU COMPLETELY AND MISERABLY FAIL IN TRYING TO GO BACK TO YOUR OLD CRUSH AND YOU TRY TO ACCEPT IT?
STEP 7:YOU TRY ONE LAST TIME BY TRYING TO WATCH YOUR OLD CRUSH’S DRAMA BUT YOU DON’T FEEL THE BUTTERFLY YOU USED TO FEEL NOR SMILE AT THEM WHILE WATCHING THEM PERFORM THEIR CHARACTER
STEP 8: YOU START LOOKING UP YOUR NEW CRUSH’S FILMOGRAPHY AND START PLAYING CATCH UP
STEP 9:THE BACKGROUND PHOTOS FOR ALL YOUR DEVICES CHANGE. YOU FIRST START WITH THE LOCK SCREEN AND NOT TOO LONG LATER YOUR HOME SCREEN IS A PIC OF YOUR NEW MAN
STEP 10: YOU FULLY ADMIT THAT YOU ARE HIS FANGIRL AND THEN START POSTING STUFF FOR YOUR UNDYING LOVE FOR YOU NEW CRUSH….
STEP 11: AFTER SOMETIME YOU WOULD START HAVING DOUBTS OR THINKING THAT YOU ARE AT A CERTAIN MARK SO YOU MIGHT THINK THAT YOUR LOVE FOR YOUR CELEB CRUSH MIGHT DIE DOWN/COOL DOWN…BUT THINK AGAIN…IT’S ONLY GETTING STRONGER……..
With most celeb crushes…….I think I would be into someone new by now or damn near it but then instead of cooling down, it’s getting more intense…this is the difference from Park Hyungsik and other celeb dudes I liked in the past….There is something about Shikkie that sparks that fire in me everytime….I don’t know if I can have a celeb crush like this ever again……..Nobody can top this dude really…..

BTW, I LOVE THE GUY NEXTDOOR IMAGE FROM ABOVE……HE LOOKS SO CHILL WITH THAT BED HAIR……HE LOOKS LIKE SOMEONE THAT YOU CAN JUST HAVE A DRINK WITH AND CHIT CHAT WHEN LOOKING AT THAT PHOTO ABOVE…..
Anyways, I have a good feeling that I will have a one year anniversary with him too…….

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